Happy 1st Birthday!

March 15, 2012.  A day that I will never forget.  A day that makes me tear up a little and yet brings a smile to my face.  The day I first looked upon the face of my sweet girl.

Evie – I can’t believe that it’s already your first birthday!  The past year has gone by so quickly and you have changed so much.  You were so tiny at first, so helpless and dependent on us for everything.  And now you are our spunky little chickadee – always moving, exploring and learning how to do things by yourself.  I have to admit that I miss that little baby stage.  I miss swaddling you up and just holding you.  I would just stare at you sometimes while you slept, marveling at the fact that you were our baby.  You still like me to rock you at night, and although I know that I should probably just lay you down in bed before you fall asleep, I can’t bring myself to put you down sometimes.  You’ll be a big girl soon and I know that this quiet time with you won’t last forever.  I will miss you being a baby, but I can’t wait to see what kind of person you become.  You are already showing up new aspects of your personality – from your attitude and stubbornness to your sweet and caring demeanor.  I’m so proud that you're my daughter.  You bring so much joy and happiness to our lives.  Being a parent isn't easy sometimes, but I can honestly say that even on the most difficult days, I wouldn't trade being your Mommy for anything in the world.  I love you sweet girl, to the stars and back again.  Happy Birthday Baby!