It’s been awhile

I haven’t been able to blog for quite some time.  Life happened and I got overwhelmed.  Words just escaped me and I left it up to Holly to tell our story on Caring Bridge.  She found the words when I couldn’t.  I’m still not sure I have the words to explain how I feel right now.  But I’ve always loved to write so I’ll try.

I’m not going to attempt to recap the past several months.  So much has happened and I’m still processing it all.  Writing has always been my way of working through stuff so eventually I know I’ll write about my grief.  But not today.  Today I want to focus on the happy stuff.  Like my gorgeous new nephew Beckett.  I cannot wait to snuggle that precious baby boy. 🥰😍 Today I want to think about Avi and Mitch.  Those two are besties and I love it!  Although I’m pretty sure Holly isn’t crazy about some of the things Mitch is teaching Avi (💩💩💩).  Today I want to listen to Evie sing a song while she twirls around and tells me about her day at school.  Today I want to look at pictures of sweet Asa reading her books and just being as cute as she can be.  

Choosing to find happiness doesn’t mean I’m ignoring my grief.  I’m just looking for the positive and taking it one day at a time.

xoxo